More than knowledge
I am a strong believer of constant personal improvement.
Improvement of my thoughts, behaviour, habits and such.
Doing that, I ask myself questions and most importantly seek answers.
To date, this has not changed, but it definitely has changed me. Ultimately resulting a constant change of personality ever so slowly.
Though a programmer, I study human behaviour out of interest for as long as since I had supposedly had my hormones raging as part of growth.
Although I am able to realise my mistakes when I make one due to conscious being (yes I study my own behaviour too), I finally have a question which I could not have answered without a good friend. Good not so ol’ Gary.
I have decided not to go into details about it in a public blog.
But along talking to him, I derived a possible answer for my question (it’s more of a problem actually).
After a large part of my lifetime spent on questioning and answering, I had amassed I would say quite a large pool of knowledge. I assume that everyone would be as knowledgeable as of that. And I had to inch up further. It is what drives me towards gaining greater knowledge.
I figured I was wrong. But it ends at that.
What I do just draws my expectations higher and higher as I go.
A perfectionist.
So I asked Gary, “Is my expectation of people… really that high?”
“It has always been my bro.” he replied.
I felt happy. Mainly not because I had the answer.